Hello hello! New thread time and new stuff going on in my sitch. Ironically enough, it has nothing to do with h, but has everything to do with my feelings of doneness/completeness with officially letting go of the old m in the legal sense. I know my options and am just mulling things over. I also suspect that my emotions could falter back and forth a bit as I continue to think things through, but for now... I feel good that I've done what I can and continue to do what I can to learn and live a life of integrity, vulnerability, courage, and love. I'm OK being in this space as life is good and I no longer miss h or have the desire to be with him. I'm sure once I actively pursue the d (or have him actively pursue the d) my feelings of sadness and hurt will likely return, but I'm perfectly content right now.
Few things- as part of my DB goals, I signed up for a triathlon a few months ago. It's next weekend! Eeek! I'm so excited. I also signed up for a class through BerkleyX online... It's a semester length class on the Science of Hapiness. That starts this week. Some students created a Facebook page to go along with the class and I'm part of that group. Awesome quotes, stories, research on the subject. I love it.
It's going to be a busy weekend of training and eating and sleeping and cleaning... But I'm looking forward to it. Did a bike ride and run this morning and will head out to the pool later for laps.
That's it for now. Be well everyone.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
