Hey Feyth, sorry you have had a rough few nights with your thoughts. I am sure though that once you decide you are ready for a relationship, you will have your pick of guys (pick the right one!). I think your bubbly personality will bring out a line for you! Congrats on getting hit on by the 23 year old haha! Must have been an ego boost if nothing else right?
I played around on an online site myself. Nothing happened, but I just wanted to see what was out there in case WW and I did divorce. Of course I answered honestly and put 'separated' on there.. that site didn't care. But then it was funny because I was browsing profiles, if I saw the word 'separated', it was an instant turn off! I was surprised by it actually. But it showed me, like I think it showed you, that I cannot date until the D is final. A lot of people on my threads have said there is really no difference between being D and not, and I disagree with them because of this, there is a difference.
Anyway, hope the tri training goes well this weekend!