Cherry. H is filing and leaving. Working on me

[Cherry]

Painter, it is insane. You stand looking at this person just gobsmacked at what they are coming out with.
Coly, he definitely seems to be in a dark place. He's absolutely unhinged.

I didn't sleep good at all last night, it was like I'd received the first bd all over again, and I feel sick to the stomach (unless that's my normal pregnancy sickness) at the thought that he is serious. And this is happening. He has filed the paperwork so now it is just a waiting game to receive the paperwork. This is real and it's happening.

There's also the character that he has become. Last night was a true eye opener as to what a monster he has become, and how selfish. That man that I married is long gone.

I don't even slightly feel like it. But I'm going to get up and out and spend the day with a girlfriend today. I know I need to move forwards.