Cherry. H is filing and leaving. Working on me

[Cherry]

I know that you're right. But I think he is one of these characters that get themselves into any situation and consequence just skips by him.

I want to hate him. But loving him is painful enough.

I'm trying my best to hide the tears and the upset and to keep going. But I just can't shake this feeling of hurt. I've been through abuse before, and he is by far hurting me the most any person in my life ever has before. I feel like telling him to get the hell out.

He has turned out to be the most unimaginable b@st@rd I've ever come across. And I know I should feel well rid. But I'm currently to full of emotions