Pink keeping distance is really hard but I think the alternative is even harder. I'm on my third week of going dark on my H and in a way it's killing me, but in the other hand I have made huge progress in my development. Anything I want to say to him I write it down, and hopefully one day I will get the chance to share some of it with him.
I would hate to think my H is on this forum, it would feel like he reading my diary or violating my personal space.
You are strong, keep it up xxx
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”