Not back at work yet rouky. Monday is first day back.

Spoke to h last night because our son had been ill and was telling him what the problem was.

He's such a dufus. I emailed him to tell him son was ill he said he'd emailed me back ( he hadn't) . Was moaning that he had no way of contacting me if needed, I told him he had no need to contact me as I didn't want to speak to him.

He's moving again this weekend. What is he doing!! He's lost his mind. What is he thinking carrying on with this ow, playing house....because he was unhappy. He seems to have forgotten he has a family, 2 kids........ He is acting like a child..... He even told our son that he'd maybe buy a house in 3 years or so....how.

I've survived the summer holidays but I really want to shake him and say what are you doing you stupid man. Get your backside home and beg for forgiveness.

Or maybe it is all true, he doesn't love me ...but then I think what the hell does that mean anyway.