Phoebe, it's not surprising that it's catching up with you again. Hopefully, it will pass soon. I would have been freaked out as well.

Let yourself feel what you need to.

My pill is kicking in so must sleep.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17