The Fight For Self III

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So today was a great day. I went to my son's Kindergarten welcome/ intro thing at his school. Big boy. Qualifies for K at 4 years old since his b-day is before the end of Sept. W and I were debating on his emotional ability, but decided if we begin and he cannot handle it, we can always w/draw him and put him back to pre-K until next fall, but ultimately and independently, we both arrived at thinking h is ready for K.

I then took him out and about.Got him a muffin, he went w/ me to buy my text books for my classes. I took him to observed group play session at the kid therapist. And he napped in an out this afternoon during a movie. Oh...and a happy meal. I really think McD's is garbage, but man kids love those happy meals.

And even though being w/ him today was the best part, a great part was being w/ my W at the school and I felt no confusion, fear, anger, awkwardness, sympathy, heroism, rescuing, apology, dependence, need, etc. I was a guy there with a girl and we share a kid and all three of us have love for one another - I did feel that.