I keep it as a journal so it will at least help someone else someday.
Yesterday XH'S text was about picking up our S16 from school. I did not reply.
Today I got an email with his schedule for September and it says that on 9/2, 9/3 and 9/4 he will be cooking dinner at the house, if it is OK with me.
I do not have a problem with that. I can always go to my room or go out with a friend or for a walk. Besides I hate cooking and this way I can have a break.
But by other hand, I just can't grasp what goes in his mind. Now he is inviting himself over to cook dinner.
I texted him not too long ago reminding him that we will have our pastor and his wife tomorrow evening. Maybe he already forgot about it and will think twice about the whole dinner deal.
I am really thinking that Michelle needs to write a book just for MLC, because it is not just a hell zone, it is a lot more then that.
Well, that is all for now. I will keep updating as we go. I am actually feeling good today. Had my performance review and everything with outstanding w/comments of how great is my work and what a nice person to work with I am. Besides got a little raise too, not much, but it is a raise.
Tell you, if at least I could to just empty my heart about my XH, I would be in a very good place right now. I am still trying to figure it out what is wrong with me that can't just let go on this stuff.
