W is continually pawning the kids off on me when she said she would be taking them. I don't mind as I love being with them...yes I would like some time to myself, but I think right now I really need to be there for them - and they need to be there for me...they give me strength in all this. I cannot help but feel really bad for them as I can see their mom quickly detaching from them. She says they are her life but I am more inclined to believe that she would rather be like she was with her nephews years ago...a few hours and then hand them over. I don't think she has an interest in being a mommy right now...maybe not ever again. I feel bad for my kids.
My parents say that within 6 months she probably won't see them more than once every couple weeks and that within 2-3 years they probably won't really have an interest in seeing her.
Feeling super sad about that...but I am anxious for her to move on Saturday and be able to come home to a house that isn't a disaster every day.
