Pathway Change

[blueboy]

So thing are going ok, I'm 99% W is committed to R she has not baulk on anything I have asked her to do!

Issues I have:

1) Do I need all the details regards when are we're the had sex? Is this making things better or worse.

2) I have a lot of angry which can lead to negative comments to W, how should I deal with this?

3) Trust, can I live with the knowledge this can happen again in 2, 5, 10 years!

4) How do I not look at my beautiful W and not think of her as tainted!

My heart breaks everyday!