W gets home at 8:30 tonight. She went to gym after work and didn't let us know. As I said before I don't care, but my sons ask about their mom and I can't tell them when she will be home. I am getting so frustrated because she is getting home so late and I would like to do something for myself some night. I would just like to get out of the house for an hour or so and relax, but when she gets home so late it's pointless. I need to get out this weekend and do something. She asked me if I was doing anything this weekend and I told I had some things I wanted to do (I didn't tell her what). I asked her if she had plans and she said no. So I have to get out of the house or I will be stuck with her all weekend.
More ranting...She sets on the couch and texted the OM after she gets home with our kids sitting right next to her. This drove me crazy. So much disrespect. All of us were in the room but she doesn't care. I saw her smiling as she was texting him and that made me sick too. I know I've read that she is supposed to be confused or depressed but she sure looks happy to me. If she keeps her current attitude I don't see this ever ending. One lighter moment did occur. My S6 took the phone from my W because he wanted to see something on one of her apps. When I saw this I went over and asked him what he was looking at. I could sense the anxiety in my W with my son holding her phone. She tried to get it back a couple of times and I was just waiting for a text from the OM to pop up but it didn't happen.
Final rant. I mentioned earlier that my mother told my sister what was happening and my sister posted a nasty remark on facebook about my W (without actually naming names). I texted my mom today to ask why she told my sister and then she wrote a nasty text back to me about how I deserve my W and all of this other stuff. My mom called me selfish and self centered. It was a nasty text. I tried to call my mom later, but she didn't answer her phone. Then when my W got home she told me my sister and mom blocked her on facebook and my sister wrote another nasty text about my W. My W knows I had nothing to do with this and I apologized but I don't need this stress in my life now too. I never should have told my mom. I know better, but I was looking for someone to talk too after I found out what was going on and in a moment of weakness I called her. I made the comment to my W that she probably wouldn't see my mom or Sister for a long time anyway and she commented back that she would probably never see them again because we would be divorced.
Sorry for the rant, but I didn't have anybody to tell this too and it feels good typing this up before bed. Helps me release some tension.
M39, W36 T12, M10 S6,S2 Discovered EA 8/8 that started 7/31
