I'd like to see you post a thread on the MLC Forum again. I would be more than happy to lock this particular thread and you could create a new one.
You've been posting some good info to others and I think you should also be posting on a thread that you create. You need support and advice just like the other posters.
How about it?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
