Six months ago my husband told me he loved me but that there was some part of him he didn't want to share with me anymore. I took it as my bomb drop. I am literally devastated. I did what I read I shouldn't do but it just felt right at the moment. I cried and begged. He is at home and we are fairly having a normal life. He just doesn't return my loving gestures. We have sex when I initiate it. He has sort of recoiled into himself. The house needs some repairs but he's not paying attention to it. Since he meant to leave some months ago, I feel he may leave any time. He keeps telling me about everything that happens at work with him and consulting other things but , on the other side, he's almost on the edge of the bed, pulling away from me. I keep on telling him how great he looks and trying to reassure him in everything but does this help? Should I keep on having intercourse when I always have to initiate it ? Is the fact that he hasn't left a good sign or he may leave any time? What would be good signs of him coming back to his senses?