ROE - one thing that struck me as so very "unfair" about all of this is how we are unable to get past our grief. Today my neighbour asked how I was doing and I wasn't able to hold it together. You'll start to feel better and then something fresh will "trigger" you and you'll feel the loss freshly all over again. Because those of us here are wishing for our spouse to come back to us each setback triggers the process all over again. I in some ways envy one of my sisters who is grieving the death of her H. She struggles a lot and is freshly triggered by things even all these months later but she has the love and support of those around you as I hope you do too. She has closure that I envy though.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells
