MLC, WAW or WW?? Who really knows? Help...pls

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Good morning Sandi2 and Linda, I can't post too much at the moment but will follow up with more later. This morning was ok prior to leaving home this morning but things went sideways an hour later over the phone and later by text. Long story short she, W again expressed her desire for D and wanting out. I did question the health insurance thing and was reminded that we are only cohabitating.

Her reason for the health screen and insurance was that she thought I needed insurance. But I asked what was she thinking about if she wants to D and get out asap. She said that I would be without insurance from sept through Dec. then I asked W when she was planning to file for the D if she's thinking I need ins through end of year. She assured me she wanted the D badly and followed up with she had t really given herself a date or thought much about it.

I did tell her I could not continue with the blatant disrespect and agreed with W we need to part ways and move on our separate ways. Maybe a mistake on my part but I wasn't lying. I really can't keep going like this and the disrespect has taken its toll on me. I no longer want this M. Would I reconcile given the op? Yes, but not without a major change in W's part. I did not tell her this but really mean every word of it. So, I really don't know what the rest of my day holds in store but I'm not in a good place emotionally right now. I'm angry and hurt. This is a BS way to live. I really cannot continue much longer like this.

I will check in again later.

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