My Wife Walked Out 6

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Your posts are always so profound.

I remember shortly after she left, she was over to pick up S in the AM and while we were looking for snacks I put my hands on her waist as a way to indicate if she moved, I could find something. Things were so different then, I think she LET me do that. Now, I feel like touching is something we both have to become comfortable with again.

I feel like our communication has brought us to a point where we can start getting slightly more personal. I've noticed some changes in the way she speaks, and if I do I'm more than sure she recognizes those in me because I started working on things long before she did.

I worry about showing my W too much too soon, I think that's why I want to be so slow about everything. I can feel a little positive movement towards me, and I don't want to scare her off.

If I read you correctly, it kind of sounds like you're trying to wake up your wife and expel the alien currently infesting her body. And when it doesn't work, you move on and keep chugging along with life....