My Wife Walked Out 6

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Dmnit... I thought I had the last post on your other thread, but it re-opened... MAch1 is fast!

RSG, one thing I never was able to reconcile on the boards... women love attention (men do too I suppose). I have mixed in for a while now some very easy attention - physical and emotional. My idea has been to apply when it feels right, not when I want. Hey, not passing on whether that was you or not, just saying when I moved. Hand on lower back, touch of the arm,, even going for hair stroke when I felt it. Did it move me closer? WTF knows. I know it did not get me further back b/c I would have adjusted.

But...if I was faced w/ Mach1's questions...my answer at this point of me would be that I do it for us. I do it for the real her, and, I do it for the real me. I do it for those two confused people who both have no idea wtf is happening. I do it b/c I am out and she is in, but we are both still looking at each other through bars.

Difference is, I get to walk away. I get to choose what I eat. I get to pick my life. I get to say "good luck" and leave. All if I choose. But, for now, my hand is on the glass, wondering it the primate on the other side will respond in kind. And if not today, I will visit briefly tomorrow...