ForGump - glad you were able to raise your head off of the hospital gurney and let us know you were at least still breathing.
I remember how you were there for me when I also hit that dark despair. It will pass. It won't pass easily and the monsters in the dark will still be reaching out to stalk you no matter in what direction things go in.
For today and maybe tomorrow don't worry about the state of your boxers. Try to do something just for you. Dump the kids on W and get away for at least a few hours. Eat some carbs and try to see the sunshine that always comes after the rains.
I hope we'll see you back in a few days when you've got a bit of your mojo back.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells