Sending you hugs Gump. I am feeling very hopeless today but what helps me sometimes is to go into the Piecing Board and read the success in there. Some if them seemed absolutely hopeless but they managed to pull it back.

In house separation can't be a bundle of laughs at all but you have a great opportunity for your W to see your changes. . On the other hand if it gets too much for you do you have the opportunity to stay with friends/family for a few weeks?

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')