FG -- really glad to see you back just to know you're ok. Lots of friends here worried about you after your last post in your thread, Man. I hope you're feeling better. Focus on those kids if all is feeling like its failing.

What I want is to try a little dimmer/darker 5 days. I don't have any expectations that it will change my marital dynamic, but I think it will be good for me and my outlook.

Me: 46
W: 44
Married: 17
Together 21
D13; S10
BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you)
Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage
Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)