The Fight for Self II

[RSG]

Well said. I wanted to go home with the woman I saw today. But I know there are still parts of her that are connected to the toxicity that caused her to leave. Sort of illustrated by the crushed Natty Light can on the floorboard.

Yes. The feeling to hit the FF button hits hard, and is difficult to fight but fight we must. I'm quite certain my W isn't in a MLC, but every time I see positives I want the snowball to really get moving. Instead, it's more like watching an inchworm crawling across the parking lot ha.

Loving someone going through their journey is hard. "This hurts me more than it does you" makes sense here. I want my W to come home, eventually. The woman I knew and fell in love with, and wanted to live with forever.....and someone who has finally learned how to be happy with who she is. I guess you can put it this way. You can love where your home is, but want to completely redo it and make it into your dream home. You have to figure out the blue prints alone. You turn them in, and watch it get built....watching and worrying about every little problem, believing that that one specific problem will ruin the whole thing. But at the same time each install, each correct measurement, each little positive means it'll turn out perfectly.