I know. Crazy thing is after all these years and after all the mean things he has done and said it still makes me sad that this could be a "fatal" condition. The thought of my kids losing their dad saddens me. Is that odd?? I have joked many times how I wish he would take a flying leap. But now it's kinda horrifying actually.

But then again my ex flies off the handle as you well know. I don't think he's very good at reducing his stress especially when he seems to bring it all on himself.


AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012
Two kids, one dog
D Final 6/18/14
J marries OW 1/24/15
"No matter where you go, there you are"