She has basically got what she told me she wants right now except for the divorce. She has me at home taking care of the kids, house and yard. She has me to talk to if she has a bad day and she has the OM for her emotional needs.
Also, she knows I know about the EA because I found some texts on 8/8. So maybe I don't need to tell her I know that it is still going on. I know it won't make a difference. I have read so much on here that tells me I can't do anything by myself to get her to change her mind. I guess it's just frustrating and I want to tell her how I feel, which I know could be bad if I want to get her back. I guess I just feel like such a loser sitting her letting her do whatever she wants and part of me just wants to say I know what going on.
M39, W36 T12, M10 S6,S2 Discovered EA 8/8 that started 7/31
