I deteste this. Knowing you are going through this. I have been there and it is awful. I get it but stop your fear - get out there and leave that cell....I PROMISE it's beautiful to let it go. Let her go. LOVE her yes, but let her go. If it works then fine, if not so what mate? You get you and your son. The best bits with none of the sh!t. Drop the rope.
Here for you mate.. Just waiting.......
Surfer
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