All WS's are the equivalent of the person you would AVOID if you met them in a bar etc. AVOID them!
Stay away as much as possible and find that happy part of you. The part you love and others love. Do you want to be this 'oh life is so awful' [without her] kind of guy forever. NO?.
Time to GAL.
Man up. She has t!ts and a$$ I get that. She is also someone you LOVE too. That's all GOOD.
Drop her though. Seriously.
She will follow you or not. Either way, you WILL be happy.
I PROMISE.
If she does not follow you, if you do not rekindle etc, do what? Be happy either way. Then it's win, win.
Sufer
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