Trying to Figure Things Out

[Eagle11]

I really need to figure this out. Now I have thoughts in my head that she wants me to fight for her or something. Be the opposite of what I have always been. Don't be so passive, take control. I'm thinking right now that maybe she thinks I don't really care about her if I am ok with her having an EA and I am not doing anything about it.

Of course I could be wrong and I need to keep my distance.

Sorry for rambling so much today, but my oldest son is home from school today because he is sick so I have nothing really to do but think about all of this.