Knock, knock, knock. Wake up my friend. Your last statement, call your IC if needed. I understand and empathize with how you feel. Believe me, empathy does not come easy for me with my issues. But I am not BS'ing, I do feel it for you.
Take care of yourself today my brother. This woman may be kicking your as$, but that does make the day done. Everyone here cares about you.
If you need to reach out, do it. I will be there as I can.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
