I am having a very hard time with this. The dog situation was the icing on the cake yesterday. Her stuff is all getting loaded up into the garage for moving. She had the audacity to leave "intimacy toys" she had recently purchased for us to use together, on my side of the bed as if I wanted them...those got chucked right back into her room.
I looked at old texts from a few days before this all started happening and it was just lies lies lies. I feel extreme anger towards her and I don't know how to quell it.
She is leaving for trivial reasons. Things that could easily be worked on. She is breaking up our family to appease her own convoluted fantasy needs. It is hard to not be angry and I am not great at hiding it by any means.
I told her that I didn't care to speak with her unless it was regarding business (kids, money). I don't want to make small talk. This morning I just told her I didn't know how Corky was doing (dog) and that she was getting more tests done. I am terrified that my dog got nicotine poisoning from the W being irresponsible with ecig juice while she was packing yesterday.
I don't know if my dog made it through the night or not. I will find out soon when the vet calls.
