Whatever is done in love is done with a good heart. It was tough seeing SS although each time you do I believe it will get easier.
I think the reason will be you are building a new history with new memories of SS. SS gets older and more aware that history will become more important. Connections like this when done with care and love build and grow.
I am sending you some healing rainbows.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW