Why am I doing this? She really is such an awful person right now. She has no morals, no compass, just sheer hatred and anger. It's so frustrating day after day to be treated like I'm nothing to her and she's better off wo me around. If she weren't my W I'd have her out of my life in a heartbeat.
She's wanting to take away 90% of my Ds time from me and blame the failure of our M solely on me. It's so ridiculous that it'd be laughable were I not living through this garbage every day. I want to ship her to OMs residence with a big as$ card that says "she's your problem now, keep all your sh$t where the queen dictates it should go, jump when the queen says jump, and put your balls into the box after unpacking for her safekeeping."
If she's going to be this type of miserable person and press me to be the bad guy and do all the legwork of "planning" our divorce then she can go to hell. I will not abandon my D to someone as vindictive and hateful as she is. D shouldn't have to live through Ws controlling behavior, nor should I. Such BS.
Angry and sad right now, but mainly angry. W seems to have no regard for anything outside of her selfish sh$t. It's making me absolutely insane...
Rant over. Sorry for that. So much mixed emotion after this weekend. Probably good I'm out of town tomorrow. Short break from the situation.
Recharge the batteries and come back for the next act...
Me39 M11 : T13 D9 BD 5/31/16 In House S until 6/21/17 Divorced 10/5/18
