I am glad you are able to keep busy and found an L that makes you comfortable.
Like you I think about STBX first thing in the morning and only sometimes now last thing at night. Redirect your thoughts to some good things in your life that you appreciate. I wish I was a better DB'er to give you more creative solutions, alas I don't have anything more creative to help.
Sleep well tonight!
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...