Oh Cherry, you are allowed to have as many pity parties as you like! Hopefully as you are getting to your 12 week mark your sickness will subside, or did you continue to have sickness through your first pregnancy? I hope not, I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!
I don't know how our H's can be so insensitive. I remember my H telling my D after he moved out not to worry as she will get used to it! I was so angry with him I would have punched he if he was in the same room!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')