MLC, WAW or WW?? Who really knows? Help...pls

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180's and GAL have been a challenge for me. Especially GAL. It shouldn't be that hard to do right? However I've just not been able to implement it very well. I have gotten back into better physical shape though. Early on I was on the MLC diet and lost close to 25 lbs. Losing the weight was needed and I decided to excercise at the gym and ride a bike around the home. I think I do look better. If nothing I definitely feel better. So that's worked well for me. I'm not sure W has noticed but that really wasn't my motivation. I just wanted to keep the weight off so it was an obvious move. Also excersicing has been very therapeutic. Many people have complimented me on the change. Most if not all of my friends, outside our marriage inner circle, are married themselves. I really don't have strong contacts with single friends and as much as I'm craving an emotional connection with another female, I just can't bring myself to do it. I'm personally against that right now. I may have been emotionally D'd but I'm still not ready nor will I do to someone else what has been done to us. We stay busy with kids so that's a plus. I have thought about just leaving and catching a movie on my own. Just have to pull the trigger and by out there.

It'll happen.

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