Tyler12, honesty is very much appreciated. Your emotions indicate you have attached, but hopes are quite different aren't they? I feel it. I too am victim of the chaos kid dichotomy between completely open, flirting, and then back to wanting full D and why is this still going on. MY W's OM does not live / her, but may as ell given his presence at her place. As well, I understand the pulling in or friend fantasy. Nothing else at this moment except to say - stay in the fight.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
