I know that feeling Ty. I've done such a good job of convincing everyone (including myself most days) that I've moved on that when I have a string of badness, I end up cooped up to myself cause there's no one to talk to. (hence venturing here for the first time in several months).
I'm always a message away though@
hard to believe its already been 6 months.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward