Seriously been through some major events and came out the other side a great person. So much respect with the way you are taking your life back for yourself!
Inspirational stuff CT and I'm glad you are finding peace in this life as most of us on here we are nothing like the people we were just mere months ago. I know I have grown more as a person in the last 7 months through this experience of total loss I guess it is in a way something to be thankful for.
Massive respect for you CT, stay strong.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16