He is not in the slightest bit bothered. He dropped me off at the hospital a few weeks ago when I was going to an admission for hyperemsis, and that's when he told me he wanted a d. He knows it's being managed by meds and the hospital, and he hears me frequently being sick but doesn't seem at all bothered, doesn't offer to help, just goes about his own selfish agenda.
They have a good knack of doing that to us. Some days I manage to nail it, often when I am busy. But I guess on days like this, I just really can't be bothered, I want to curl up in bed and be left alone.
It can be difficult, it's easier when he isn't in, but then even that at times can get you thinking.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
