Cherry, h is filing. Working on me

[Coly23]

((Cherry)), you poor thing. Give yoursef a break from being superwoman and just concentrate on getting through each day doing the minimum of looking after yourself and your S. Everything else can wait. I do hope you start to feel better soon. Did your H notice test you aren't very well?

In-house seperation is so tough I know I couldn't do it. It was bad enough sleeping in the same bed as my H knowing he didn't want to be with me.

I think it's the hardest thing to do acting 'as if'. I consider that I am a good actress (always fancied being on the stage), but I swear every time my H comes over I get stage fright and the scared rabbit in headlights character comes out instead of the confident friendly neighbour! Exit stage right ... (sigh).