Still alive, still need guidance.

[Tyler12]

Hi IT0402, happy you stopped by. I pretty much only talk to her when necessary. I can't go NC with her fully as we have 2 children together. So there has to be some communication. And I see her every 2 weeks when we exchange the kids. The boys are 4 and 1. Sometimes I think it would be easier to move on if I talked to her or someone and got told repeatedly it's done. Just to hammer it home. My mind wanders too much and personally I would rather feel nothing at all