It looks like you did everything very well from the beginning. I respect that. Most of us screw it up for a few months, before getting our heads screwed back on. Sorry for the reason you're here, but glad you found the forum.
Thanks Gump! 3 days in I contacted a marriage therapist and lawyer. The lawyer was only a consultation to know my rights. One week in I found divorce busting. It feels good to vent my situation but I'm careful who I tell. I started excersing and working on GAL. I've been drinking a little more beer and wine, I know that one can be a slippery slope. I'm doing good overall but I can't lie. It eats me up sometime. I told myself I would give it one year. I have a beautiful 4 year old daughter and I'm doing this for her. I could see how this added stress could cause long-term health issues.
