Slow down. Take a moment and look at what is happening around you. Is being so busy, helping you get to where you want to be? Or is it just another roller coaster zipping you around in circles? This roller coaster is in your control.
Have you sat down recently and evaluated your personal goals? What is it that you need? What is it that you want? What is it that can add joy to your life and soul?
I am getting the perception that GAL for you has become more about staying busy to ease the pain, than it is about creating a good journey towards finding yourself and creating self joy and love.
I may be wrong, but I am praying for you as your updates and journaling have a sense of franticness. GAL, IMHO is about creating peace, joy and a sense of self. Are you experiencing any of this?
(((((Phoebe)))))
I will be back this evening to check in with my dear friend Phoebe. Hugs
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine