Cherry, h is filing. Working on me

[Cherry]

It0402, I know the feeling. It angers me that it's "my spouse" that tries to treat me so badly. I wouldn't stand for his behaviour if it was anyone else.

Thanks LIM, I'm starting to accept that now. For a long time I think I've been sat in denial, but now I've finally accepted that this may well be it. So I have to take care of myself.

He arrived home about 3 am this morning. Doesn't really bear thinking about what/who he was doing. But I must admit that has creeped in my mind at times today. But I just tell myself that there really is nothing I can do about that. What bothers me more is my toddler waking up in the night in hysterics saying "daddy's gone". This is becoming more of a frequent occurrence. But it can't be mentioned to wh, as it is just met with "he's fine". It's one thing to try and comfort myself and deal with this, but a child that is too young to understand things, seems practically impossible. The only thing I can try to do is show him constant love and a parental figure he can rely on. His dad is not capable of this right now