I'm so sorry man. I think the same things. This is why I don't sleep well. Keep up the running. It is definitely therapeutic. Hang in there.
- m and ww in 30s - s4 - m 11 yrs, t12 -ilybinilwy ~5/16 + request for OM - bd 7/16, confirm ea and strongly suspected pa - 9/16 ww claimed to have broken contact with om