Phoebe, can you do something to change the view a little to banish that image? I'm thinking, put out a planter or a gazing ball, garden flag, solar lights - just something that will catch your eye when you come home to make you smile and replace your traumatic experience with something else.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
