Hi Job, bttrfly and Gwen (((xox)))

my foot is healing nicely. as per my last x-ray the Dr. said it was healing faster than normal and I should be space boot free by labor day. I hope so, because I am bringing the girls states side to a Six Flags. Then I'm off to Vegas for a trade show.

I was reading some of the other LBS sitches today, one in particular that is here for all the wrong reasons. I think it was Job who asked if that person was in some sort of MLC themselves. I think when we do arrive here lost and confused we are in a state of depression ourselves. It's only after being here and listening to the amazing advise that we see clarity and start our own journey.

I know for myself I am a better person. a better listener and I don't take things for granted anymore.

The love for my kids has not changed. I am as close to them as I was the day they were born. God made it this way to prepare us for my XW departure.

Someone asked me not long ago if I'd help my XW if she asked for it.

I would. She is the mother of my kids. I do love her.

That same person asked me why? Why would i give her the time of day if she did wake up.

I said because I am a better person now because of her MLC. Old me would of held a grudge and shut her out forever. XW knows that of my old character so she probably wouldn't try lol . Oh is that me mind reading.


I hope you all fine peace with yourselves. This journey is still young for me and I'm sticking around here for the long haul.

hugs


M51
XW43 (38 at bd)
BD1 MAY 30 2015
BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text
moved out Aug 2 2015
left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20)
Her divorce Final July 26 2016
Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015