Thanks for the support LIM. I'm trying my best to keep busy and GAL. My life is pretty busy as it is with work, a toddler, a sick MIL I look after, and bad pregnancy sickness. But I'm doing good to make sure I also make time for me, sometimes that is a home pamper or go to a salon for a treat, meeting with friends and family and so on.

I don't contact him at all, barely speak or see him as he is never home. And at weekends when he is, I'm often out busy doing something. He kinda threw this in my face and said to me "I go days without seeing you, and it doesn't bother me at all". Gee thanks!

Zeus, maybe in a bit more time I really won't be bothered at all where he is or what he does. It doesn't overly dwell on my mind now. Again, a few weeks ago I would be in full panic mode. I guess he is a grown ass man(child) and can take care for himself.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16