I can only add you created your own mess here. As for your information gathering on mine and other posters pages . You should read their stories. I doubt you read any of them or the homework suggested to you.
If you desire to write your "book" make sure you have the proper authorization to use this information. Wouldn't want to see you in court. Don't use my story as information gathered.
Best of luck to you . You are really missing out on a great source of information to better yourself. Your XW will only know you for same old CLD as before. No changes and no growth.
If you do decide to leave . Please apologize first to the many women you insulted here. I'm sure they are all above the comments you made. None the less. I respect all of them and feel they deserve your appology.
M51 XW43 (38 at bd) BD1 MAY 30 2015 BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text moved out Aug 2 2015 left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20) Her divorce Final July 26 2016 Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015