My addiction, my mistakes, my life, learning grace

[trumpet]

Goals keep our feet to the fire. I don't want to disappoint myself!

Rick, I was addicted. Just like someone who likes alcohol too much. I can never go back. Just the way it is. The ex used my porn addiction as her biblical reasons to divorce me and start her affair. The affair started months before the bomb drop forced me to stop cold turkey. She knew the porn was in my life from the first few months of marriage, but used that excuse to start the affair and end the marriage. She's still hiding her OM from the kids and other people. Some know. I've blocked her entire family from facebook, so I have no clue what she posts anymore. Don't need to know. I have my own life now. I actually sat next to her today at our 2nd grader's pre-school conference. Felt nothing for her. When I think about her, and the addictions she has, I feel sad for her.

I keep moving in my new charted path. Time to go running! Take care folks. Hug your kids. Enjoy the sunset.