Newby here, desperate for some advice (thread 3)

[JRuss]

Just got back from IC and feeling better. Not feeling better at all about salvaging my marriage, but about being able to handle it when it does end. Feeling and working through some significant anger at W, which is a bit new. Hearing from my IC that that represents progress in terms of overall healing and moving on helped me feel better, because I've really been struggling with feeling like this is just my permanent lot in life. No idea how any of this plays into DB.

ForGump -- great thoughts as always. Going to take the kids to the neighborhood ice cream parlor after dinner. It will be fun and get me out of the house and not always checking her mood.